AHHHH!

Ok seriously I just want to scream right now. My life is so frustrating. We just had a long weekend and I thought I would be all refreshed and raring to go with work but I get here yesterday and people are just feeling the need to get mad at me for things that haven't been done. Sorry for not having someone to cover my job when I was gone for 2.5 weeks. I am still trying to catch up 3 weeks later. its so ridiculous. My boss is now working half the time here and half the time in Tulsa so I have this total a-hole who is letting this whole "acting boss" thing go to his head. I can't stand the guy on a good day but when his head can't fit through the door its even worse. Do they really think I sit here all day long and do nothing??? Not a chance in hell. Oh and to add to everything else, the girl who wouldn't cover my job when I was gone asked me to cover for her.....really??? Yah ok, so I will add that to my already crazy busy work life.

Oh and then on top of everything else, I tried to have a discussion with my parents about how their miserable marriage is affecting me and my brother but my mom totally flew off the handle and has been acting like a 12 year old about it. She seriously won't even sit down and talk to me like an adult. My dad discussed it with me which was nice and then he said if I ever wanted to talk about it again we can go somewhere private and my mom lost it. Like seriously was saying the stupidest things and wouldn't even listen to logic. God, sometimes I wonder about my family. I know all families are messed up but mine takes the cake. I am at the point where I don't want to even invite my parents over. My mom is completely embarrassing cuz all she does is stop my dad from talking, cuz she is worried he will say something embarrassing. She constantly makes fun of him and puts him down. I am going to have a child in a few months and I really do not want him to grow up having to listen to that. I had to do it and so did my brother and I want to save my child from having to go through the same thing.
Its just so hard cuz my mom can never admit when she has done something wrong, she fights like she is back in junior high and its really frustrating. I never thought I would become a parent to my own mother at not even 30 years old. AHHHHHH see I wish I could just scream as loud as I can or go for a run or something to get these frustrations off my chest. I just wish my mom lived really far away from me sometimes. Anyways back to work, the slave drivers are calling.