Another Vent

Ok it seems that everytime I come here I am just venting. I just have a ton on my mind and I am so frustrated right now. I went on facebook today and my cousin who I hardly ever speak too comes on and gives me crap because I travelled to winnipeg for a cousins wedding (this cousin was on my mom's side of the family and the cousin giving me crap is on my dad's side of the family.) and I didn't go visit my Oma, who is my dad's mom. Seriously, what business is it of his who I go visit. I was there for less then 48 hours and we were busy friday evening, all day saturday and sunday until we went to the airport with my cousins wedding. Because my husband was on a course we had to leave on sunday. Yes it happened to be mother's day but shouldn't he get annoyed with my dad who didn't go visit his mother on mother's day. I was with my mom on mothers day. AHHHH, I just hate how they all have to get involved and comment on what I do. I don't ask them when they go visit my oma cuz thats their business, not mine.
Anyways I needed to get that off my chest. I know I am probably taking this way too personally and its probably all because of the preggo hormones but whatever, it is really bothering me.

AHHHH!

Ok seriously I just want to scream right now. My life is so frustrating. We just had a long weekend and I thought I would be all refreshed and raring to go with work but I get here yesterday and people are just feeling the need to get mad at me for things that haven't been done. Sorry for not having someone to cover my job when I was gone for 2.5 weeks. I am still trying to catch up 3 weeks later. its so ridiculous. My boss is now working half the time here and half the time in Tulsa so I have this total a-hole who is letting this whole "acting boss" thing go to his head. I can't stand the guy on a good day but when his head can't fit through the door its even worse. Do they really think I sit here all day long and do nothing??? Not a chance in hell. Oh and to add to everything else, the girl who wouldn't cover my job when I was gone asked me to cover for her.....really??? Yah ok, so I will add that to my already crazy busy work life.

Oh and then on top of everything else, I tried to have a discussion with my parents about how their miserable marriage is affecting me and my brother but my mom totally flew off the handle and has been acting like a 12 year old about it. She seriously won't even sit down and talk to me like an adult. My dad discussed it with me which was nice and then he said if I ever wanted to talk about it again we can go somewhere private and my mom lost it. Like seriously was saying the stupidest things and wouldn't even listen to logic. God, sometimes I wonder about my family. I know all families are messed up but mine takes the cake. I am at the point where I don't want to even invite my parents over. My mom is completely embarrassing cuz all she does is stop my dad from talking, cuz she is worried he will say something embarrassing. She constantly makes fun of him and puts him down. I am going to have a child in a few months and I really do not want him to grow up having to listen to that. I had to do it and so did my brother and I want to save my child from having to go through the same thing.
Its just so hard cuz my mom can never admit when she has done something wrong, she fights like she is back in junior high and its really frustrating. I never thought I would become a parent to my own mother at not even 30 years old. AHHHHHH see I wish I could just scream as loud as I can or go for a run or something to get these frustrations off my chest. I just wish my mom lived really far away from me sometimes. Anyways back to work, the slave drivers are calling.